Pondering...

As I look back at what I have done in the past 2 months since graduation...It doesn't seem like much at all besides the fact that I went to San Diego for 2 weeks, which was great by the way...but other than that... I've been bumming around the house a lot.

I've picked up some new skills along the way, which are cooking and daydreaming. I know how to cook some tasty dumplings now. Not to mention, I perfected making some turkey melts on some whole grain wheat bread.

But other than that...there isn't much progress. I've been frustrated with the world, the whole economy puts a damper on my overall mood. Why is it that I spent 4 years in college and this is what I'm supposed to feel like? I feel like I wasted my time in college...and I possibly did. I feel weird going to family luncheons and dinners because the question always comes up... "what are you doing now?" and the abundance of sympathy and help is there, but growing up the way I did... it makes you feel even more useless.

So what exactly am I doing to change...do things to better myself...well I decided to grow UP. I made a schedule at which I'm following daily except today... I missed out on studying for 2 hours in Barnes & Nobles. It's such a great place to sit down and read. I definitly wanted to pick up reading as more of a habit so I decided to start studying for the Series 7 exam. Do I know for sure that I'm going to become a stockbroker... no, not yet. But at least, it's being productive...

Tired of writing, and i'm not much of a writer...so till next time.