After the past two - three days, I needed to relax. After my shutdown interview at Bear Stearns, I needed to chill out and stay away from the entire "get there fast" mentality. I decided to head up to my old school Stony Brook University to hang out with some friends.
I realized, now that I'm back at home. I did screw up that interview. And yes, I did walk out of the internship fair on Friday because I just wasn't feeling as confident as I usually do. I've been to career fairs all my life, but I wasn't up to the mood for it. So yes, maybe I did screw myself up by missing all the deadlines on CDC. But, in the end I'll have to deal with it. I just gotta keep moving on and just because that interviewer mocked me throughout the interview, I'll be damn sure that it won't happen ever again. I hate losing, and sometimes you just gotta lose first before you can dominate the next time.
So it's Sunday at 1:45 P.M. First thing is to finish my paper that I have to write. Then, I need to plan ahead, get a step ahead of the game. It's a lot tougher when you don't really read a lot of books, but I wish I did like reading because I'd prolly be smart as Ben Stein.
1 comment:
Is that what they do in the "mock interview?"
Your blog so far has been interesting to read. It is like a novel story. Please keep writing.
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